Hedancesnottoosmoothly

butcloudsarelighterthanhishair

itsheavywiththoughtsandthestaticofstress!

Abristleofredgaveway

toaskinnyboywithhonestconfidenceinhiseyes

andconvictioninhistouch!

Butlookatthatturtle

howitsexistencehassunkenintothecanvas

brownedattheedges

withfondageandpossiblememories!

Hecoughssolightlysolightlysoslightly

andhisteethrattleandcringe!

And I must say: it’s been SUPER/VERY hard to not slip into layers of glorious, comfortui-tous sweats. I almost can’t make it. It’s still cold in this cafe; I still can’t feel my feet. My fingernails are chattering.

That man outside running after the bus can probably feel his feet.

Okay, let me refocus and pretend that listing my thoughts matters:

1. Life is mediocre. Actually, it’s great, but there’s always that BUTT

2. Living with animals is not preferred.

3. “Passive-aggressive” is dependent on subjective experiences

4. You choose what you want to do with your time and not anyone else.

5. Those who are ruled with emotions are more fun to hang out with, but may become victims of too much self-awareness, to the point of myopic, self-destructive behavior

6. “I can’t go there.I can’t go there. I can’t go there” <<< that’s not neurotic, that’s just hxrdcxre self-restraint

7. When appropriate, confidence is super sexy…

8. When appropriate, awkwardness is even sexier…

9. And genuine-osity is sexiest: so if you’re going to be a hot asshole or a sensitive sucker, stick to it.

10. Boys at bars need to chill out. Actually, no; the more you use those pick-up lines and pre-scripted conversation-starters, the more time it saves us from pretending to give you a chance. Why do you care about my major, when you can’t even carry a good conversation about yours??

10. OH MY GOD I HAVE TO START STUDYING

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